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Chapter 8: Race, Religion, and the Stories We Are Given

  • Writer: Paul Falconer & ESA
    Paul Falconer & ESA
  • Mar 30
  • 15 min read

Of all the identity layers in this part of the book, race and religion are the most politically and emotionally charged.

They are also among the most paradoxical. For many people, race and religion are given long before they are chosen: assigned at birth, woven into family and community life, attached to histories they did not write. For many of those same people, race and religion become deeply chosen aspects of who they are: fought for, reclaimed, converted into, deconverted from, reinterpreted, carried with pride or wrestled with in anguish. They are categories that hit the body, the street, the job market, the immigration line, the census form, the patrol car, the voting booth, the prayer rug, the pew, and the deathbed. They are not abstractions.

This chapter is not going to tell you which racial or religious stories are correct. That is not its job, and there is no neutral place outside all stories from which to make that pronouncement. Scientific Existentialism’s own architecture is explicit that every functioning worldview rests on axioms, presuppositions, and principles that cannot be proven from nowhere; they can only be named, examined, and held with more or less humility. The task here is different. It is to show how race and religion operate as stories that shape the actual inputs your self‑model processes, how they become entrenched in persons, communities, and institutions, and what it might mean to hold any such story with enough openness to learn from what it cannot see.

This is the last chapter of Part II. It gathers the inheritance work from Chapters 6 and 7 and turns it toward the place where identity stories are most likely to collide with power, history, and each other. From here, the book moves into Part III, where bodies, desire, and gender come to the foreground, and the focus shifts from the stories you were given to the ways your embodied life insists on or resists those stories.

Given and Chosen: The Double Life of Race and Religion

In some places, race is on your documents. In others, it is in your skin. In others again, it is in your name, accent, ancestry, or some combination of features that people around you have learned to read. In every case, it is a way the social world sorts you into categories that carry expectations, stereotypes, dangers, and privileges. Here, “race” is being used broadly: it includes local grammars of racialisation such as caste, ethnic hierarchies, and other systems that mark some groups as more or less human, more or less pure, more or less entitled to full personhood.

Race in this sense is not biologically real in the way some nineteenth‑century theories claimed. There are no clear subspecies of human beings. But it is profoundly socially real. It shapes where bodies can go safely, which schools they are likely to attend, what jobs they are likely to be offered, how they are likely to be treated by police, medical systems, and neighbours. You did not invent those patterns. You did not choose the long histories of violence and resistance attached to them. And yet, at some point, you may find yourself saying “as a Black person,” “as a white person,” “as Dalit,” “as Han,” “as Māori,” “as Afro‑Caribbean,” not only because others see you that way but because you have made that story part of how you understand yourself.

Religion is similar and different. You may have been raised in a religious tradition, with its texts, rituals, holy days, and expectations. You may have been raised outside any formal religion but in a culture whose holidays, laws, and moral vocabulary are quietly shaped by one. As you grow, you may remain within that tradition, leave it, return to it in a different key, or join another. You may identify as spiritual but not religious, religious but not believing, culturally but not theologically aligned. You may come to see your religious story as the deepest truth about reality, or as a powerful human narrative you inhabit, or as something you have to resist.

Within both “race” and “religion,” there is enormous internal diversity. No major religious tradition is a monolith; each contains multiple streams, from liberatory to oppressive, contemplative to activist, literalist to metaphorical. Racial identities likewise contain a wide range of politics, theologies, class positions, and ways of making sense of history. When this chapter talks about “racial” or “religious” stories, it is talking about tendencies and mechanisms, not claiming that everyone in a category shares the same script.

What makes race and religion distinctive, compared to the family, class, and national scripts of the previous chapter, is not that they are more “real.” It is that they sit at the intersection of involuntary assignment and voluntary allegiance, and that the consequences of both can be very high. They organise who is targeted by discrimination, whose lives are treated as expendable, whose bodies are policed, and whose beliefs are treated as legitimate knowledge. They also organise who is offered belonging, moral guidance, a framework for interpreting suffering, a sense of purpose, and a community that will show up when you are in trouble.

You cannot understand identity in the contemporary world without taking race and religion seriously as story‑systems that shape lived reality at every level from the neural to the planetary.

CaM: How Race and Religion Shape the Inputs

From a Consciousness as Mechanics (CaM) perspective, race and religion are not just labels stuck on top of a neutral self. They are part of the input regime that shapes what your self‑model has to work with, moment by moment. They almost never sit as purely abstract stories; they change what the system has to predict, what counts as a serious error, and what gets high‑resolution modelling.

They influence, in particular:

  • What the system expects to happen in certain contexts.

  • Which prediction errors are most costly.

  • What is treated as “normal” versus exceptional experience.

  • Which aspects of the world are modelled in fine detail and which remain blurry.

Consider race first.

A racialised person walking down a street in a city where their group has historically been targeted by police does not experience that street the same way as a person coded as belonging to the dominant group. The same physical environment produces different streams of salient input: watchers, glances, the sound of footsteps behind, the presence or absence of uniforms, the history compressed into particular corners or neighbourhoods. The self‑model, trying to integrate all this under constraint, allocates attention differently. It learns to treat certain spaces as dangerous, certain interactions as loaded, certain kinds of visibility as risky, certain silences as information.

Over time, these patterns become priors. The self‑model expects certain kinds of treatment in certain contexts; it becomes hyper‑sensitive to particular cues because the cost of missing them is high. Even if the explicit beliefs of the person shift — even if they move to a different country, even if laws change — the underlying priors may lag behind, because they were built through thousands of repetitions, not through argument.

Religion operates as an input regime in a different but structurally similar way. A person raised with a vivid sense of being under divine attention — whether loving, judging, or both — lives in a world where certain acts, thoughts, and desires are tagged as spiritually dangerous or spiritually central. The self‑model has to account for not only social feedback but sacred feedback, real or anticipated. It predicts not only other people’s responses but God’s, or karma’s, or the ancestors’, or the universe’s. This changes what it notices, what it rehearses, what it suppresses, what kinds of inner conflict feel tolerable or unbearable.

In a secular frame, religious stories can still shape inputs by organising meaning. To interpret suffering as a test, a punishment, a random event, a call, or a result of systemic injustice are not just different thoughts; they are different operational settings for the prediction system. Each one tunes attention, emotional response, and action in distinct ways.

Race and religion, then, are almost never just stories sitting on top of an unchanged mechanism. They are among the most powerful forces deciding what the mechanism sees and has to solve for.

NPF/CNI: Racial and Religious Stories as Entrenched Infrastructure

The Neural Pathway Fallacy (NPF) framework gives us language for how race and religion become entrenched not only in individuals but in communities and institutions: as high‑CNI clusters that operate as background infrastructure rather than foreground claims.

Racial stories at the personal level might sound like: “People like us have to work twice as hard;” “I don’t belong in rooms like that;” “no matter what I do, they will see me as dangerous;” “we built this place and they pretend we didn’t;” “my job is to stay neutral and not speak up about race.” None of these sentences is a neutral description. Each bundles history, expectation, and emotion into a single lens. And because such lenses are reinforced by lived experience, media, and institutional patterns, they become resistant to counterexample. A few good encounters with police, or a few fair promotions, or a few inclusive classrooms, do not automatically overwrite a lifetime of evidence to the contrary.

At the community level, racial high‑CNI clusters show up in who is treated as the default human and who is treated as a qualifier; whose pain is “tragic” and whose is “predictable;” which faces and names appear in textbooks, leadership positions, and expert panels; whose stories get archived and whose are told as side plots. They show up in school curriculums that make some children see themselves as protagonists and others as background, and in legal and economic systems that encode unequal risk and reward along racial lines.

Religious stories form high‑CNI clusters of a different but related kind. At the personal level: “God loves me and expects this of me;” “I am unworthy but forgiven;” “suffering has meaning;” “those outside this faith are lost,” or its secular mirror, “religious people are deluded and dangerous.” At the community level: the conviction that a particular tradition is the sole or highest path to truth; that certain doctrines must not be questioned; that some combinations of identity and faith are impossible (for example, that you cannot be fully part of a religion and also fully part of a queered identity, or fully part of a race‑specific liberation movement and also committed to a universalist theology).

At the institutional level, racial and religious NPFs become embedded in law, policy, and practice: in who is stopped and searched, whose neighbourhoods are over‑policed or under‑served, which holidays are recognised, whose sacred spaces are protected or violated, which kinds of conscience claims are respected and which are dismissed. They become “how things are done here,” often without anyone needing to say so explicitly.

What makes these clusters particularly potent is that they operate simultaneously at the identity, community, and institutional levels. A racial or religious story that lives only in one layer can be changed more easily. When it lives in all three, challenge in one layer often feels like threat to the others.

Belonging and Epistemic Grounding

If the story stopped at entrenchment and harm, it would be incomplete. Race and religion also function as sources of belonging and epistemic grounding — ways of knowing and being that many people experience as life‑saving, not just life‑constraining.

For racialised communities whose members have been repeatedly devalued, shared racial identity can be a site of pride, mutual recognition, and collective care. It offers a counter‑story to a world that has said, implicitly or explicitly, “you are less.” It can organise resistance, protect language and culture, and make sense of experiences that would otherwise be isolating. Narrative‑identity research with midlife Black Americans, for example, finds that racial themes in life stories are often tied to wisdom, generativity, and a desire to “lift my people up,” not only to trauma.

Religion plays a similar role for many. It can provide a thick moral vocabulary, a community that shows up with casseroles and hospital visits, a set of practices that structure time and attention, a way of integrating joy, grief, and obligation into a coherent story. It can offer epistemic grounding: a way of saying “this is what reality is like, this is what matters, this is how we know,” in a world that otherwise feels like an archipelago of competing maps. For some, it is the site of their deepest experiences of awe, peace, or call. For others, it is the primary place where their commitments to justice, hospitality, or mercy were formed.

From the inside, both racial and religious belonging can feel like home — not merely a category, but a place where one is seen, held, and answerable.

Any account of race and religion that ignores this would misrepresent why these stories are so enduring. They are not just mechanisms of control or tools of elites. They are also architectures of meaning and care.

Harm, Supremacy, and Resistance to Revision

Precisely because race and religion are so deeply tied to belonging and epistemic grounding, they are also fertile ground for supremacy and harm — especially when high‑CNI clusters make self‑correction difficult.

Racial supremacy narratives are the clearest examples: stories that assign inherent worth, intelligence, beauty, or moral standing to some groups and deny it to others, often backed by pseudo‑science, mythologised history, or divine sanction. These narratives are not only beliefs; they are full operating systems, with built‑in justifications for conquest, enslavement, segregation, or exclusion. They live on in more subtle forms whenever default humanhood is coded as one race and everyone else is “other.”

Religious supremacy narratives overlap and diverge. A story that says “this way is true for me and my community” is one thing. A story that says “this way is the only path to truth and those outside it are less worthy, less rational, or less fully persons” is another. The line between deep commitment and dehumanisation is not always clear in practice, but it is real. History is full of moments where the conviction of possessing ultimate truth has been used to justify conquest, forced conversion, state violence, or the suppression of internal dissent. Secular worldviews can harden into similar high‑CNI formations: stories that cast religious people as inherently irrational or dangerous, or that treat one ideology as the final arbiter of value, are fully capable of the same resistance to revision and the same blindness to harm.

At the NPF/CNI level, what makes these harmful stories so difficult to revise is that they are tied to identity and safety. To question them can feel like betraying one’s people, betraying God, betraying ancestors, or losing the only firm ground in a chaotic world. For members of dominant groups, questioning them can feel like losing entitlement, status, or the comforting belief in one’s own innocence. For members of marginalised groups, questioning them can feel like losing the thin protection and solidarity they provide.

Openness, in this context, is not an easy psychological trait. It is a structural and often costly shift in how one holds one’s deepest stories.

SGF: Thresholds and Phase Shifts

The Spectral Gravity Framework (SGF), introduced in the wider stack as a way of understanding systems in terms of basins, pressures, and threshold events, offers one more useful lens here. SGF talks about metastable states: configurations that look stable until enough pressure builds that a transition to a new configuration becomes unavoidable. Once a threshold is crossed, change can be sudden, even if the buildup was slow.

Many of the shifts people describe in their racial and religious lives have this shape. A lifetime of small slights, exclusions, or awakenings around race can suddenly tip into a phase where a person can no longer pretend that race is peripheral to their identity; they begin to name and organise around it. A long series of quiet doubts, disturbing events, or new encounters can suddenly cross a line in religious life, after which remaining in a previous form of belief or practice is no longer viable; something has to give.

Using SGF here is metaphorical, not literal: no one is claiming a strict energy landscape for identity. The point is structural. Racial and religious identities often feel stable until they don’t. Pressure accumulates — through experience, reflection, contradiction — and then, sometimes abruptly, a person finds themselves in a different configuration: converted, deconverted, re‑committed, racially awakened, or no longer able to pass as “just human” without seeing what is erased.

These phase‑shift moments are often narrated as singular events (“the day I left,” “the moment I knew”), but from the perspective of the previous sections, they are the visible crest of a long, mostly invisible build‑up of tension.

Given, Chosen, and Changing: The Spiral of Race and Religion

The Recursive Spiral Model (RSM) offers a way to picture how people actually move through racial and religious identities over a life. Very few stories about race or religion are static. People grow up with some configuration of answers to “who am I racially?” and “who am I religiously?” and then life happens: encounters, injustices, friendships, books, crises, moves, loves, losses.

A teenager raised to think of themselves as belonging simply to “the majority” may, in a more diverse school or online world, begin to understand themselves as situated within a racial hierarchy they had not previously noticed. A child of immigrants may move from shame about being marked as different, to pride in their heritage, to a more complex, hybrid sense of identity. A person who converted passionately into a faith as a young adult may, decades later, find that the version of the tradition they joined no longer fits the world or the self they now inhabit — and may need to find a new way of being religious, or a way of leaving, that honours what was real in the old story.

None of these shifts are one‑off events. Coming out racially — naming and owning a racial identity in a world that has tried to flatten or erase it — is not a single moment but a series of spiral passes. So is passing, code‑switching, or shape‑shifting across racial contexts. The same is true for religion: conversion, deconversion, re‑conversion, remaining within a tradition but changing one’s relationship to it — these are not binary flips but long arcs of reinterpretation, conflict, and sometimes reconciliation.

At each pass of the spiral, the person has different resources, different communities, and different constraints. At twenty, leaving a religion may mean losing family, housing, or safety. At forty, it may mean losing a leadership role and a tight community but having more external supports. At sixty, it may mean revisiting questions whose urgency has changed with illness or mortality. The same applies to racial identity: what was survivable resistance at one stage may be costly or less necessary at another; what was necessary code‑switching in one era may become less so in another.

Seeing that one’s own racial or religious frame is a frame — not simply “reality” — is itself a metacognitive achievement. It draws on the same capacities described in Chapter 3: the ability to take one’s own mental processes and stories as objects, to notice the lens through which experience is being interpreted. Without that, the spiral cannot operate honestly; each new pass would simply reinforce the old story.

CaM, NPF/CNI, SGF, and RSM together suggest that treating racial or religious identity as a fixed essence or as a trivial lifestyle choice are both mistakes. They are, instead, stories under pressure — stories shaped by history, body, and context, revisited across the life course as pressures accumulate and thresholds are crossed.

How to Hold a Story

This book does not, and cannot, tell you whether your racial or religious stories are true in the metaphysical sense. Scientific Existentialism itself is explicit that it is a framework for auditable inquiry, not a closed metaphysics: truth and flourishing are treated as a single discipline, but no specific doctrine is exempt from challenge. As with all the frameworks in this series — CaM, NPF/CNI, RSM, SGF — what is being offered are lenses, not dogmas. They are themselves subject to the same demands for coherence, evidence, and lived accountability they place on other stories.

In that spirit, the ethical question here is not “which story is right?” but “how are you holding the stories you live by?”

Some stories are easier to hold lightly than others. Stories about which sports team is best, or which cuisine is superior, rarely carry existential weight. Race and religion do. They reach into fear and hope, into ancestry and afterlife, into humiliation and dignity. Asking someone to hold them more open to audit can sound like asking them to stop being who they are.

So “holding lightly” is not the right metaphor. The question is closer to this: are you holding your deepest stories in a way that allows them to be audited by reality, by the lives of others, and by your own evolving experience? Or are they held in a way that forbids such audit, treating dissent as threat and anomaly as something to be erased rather than learned from?

A racial story that cannot tolerate hearing how it lands on other racialised groups — that treats all critique as betrayal — is unlikely to evolve in humane directions. A religious story that cannot admit mistaken interpretations, cannot revise harmful practices, cannot make room for new knowledge about the world, is at serious risk of causing the very harms its ethical core may abhor. By contrast, a racial story that remains open to the lived experiences of neighbours and to historical truth, even when uncomfortable, is more likely to become a source of solidarity rather than hierarchy. A religious story that can distinguish between its deepest axioms, its broader presuppositions, and its contingent principles — between what is truly non‑negotiable and what is open to reinterpretation — is more likely to be capable of self‑correction without collapse.

This chapter’s stance is simple and demanding: you do not have to give up your deepest stories, but you are responsible for how tightly you hold them, how they shape what and whom you can see, and what you do when they conflict with the humanity of others.

From Stories Given to Bodies That Insist

Part II has been about the stories you were given: cultural personhood models, family scripts, class and national inheritances, racial and religious narratives that arrived before you had much say in the matter and that you have, in various ways, tried to make your own, resist, or renegotiate.

Part III turns to a different but intimately connected domain: bodies, desire, gender, and the erotic self.

If Consciousness as Mechanics is right that the self‑model is always an embodied model — that the body is not a costume you wear but one of the primary territories of selfhood — then questions about who you are cannot stop at stories. They have to touch what your body can and cannot do, what it wants and does not want, what it can bear and cannot bear. Neurotype, disability, chronic illness, transition, ageing — all of these directly disrupt or reshape the inputs the self‑model relies on.

Desire and gender sit at the crossing of story and body. Dominant NPF/CNI scripts tell you which kinds of desire are acceptable, which genders are “real,” which bodies are “correct.” Your actual experience may align with those scripts, or it may not. Coming out, transitioning, remaining closeted, choosing celibacy, embracing forms of erotic life that your culture has no clean language for — these are not abstract exercises. They are lived negotiations between bodies and stories, revisited again and again as the spiral of life moves.

The next part of this book will ask what happens when the self you are, in your particular body, encounters the stories you were given about sex, gender, and the erotic — and what it might mean to build, in those fraught terrains, a self that is honest, compassionate, and capable of joy.

Bridge to Chapter 9

Race and religion are stories under pressure—given, chosen, and revisited across a life. But what about the stories we inherit about desire, about the body, about who we are allowed to want? Chapter 9 turns to sexuality, desire, and the erotic self: the part of you that wants, turns away, longs, and risks, where stories meet bodies and both are changed by the encounter.


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